Smile with the tears ❤️‍🩹❣️

 Not every smile can be a happiness 

with all dark lonely night 

Suddenly my eyes filled up with the tears of ocean 

I cried with the coldness hearts

pity to lose smile on my face 

afraid  to broke my warm hearts in millions pieces 

sometimes I just thought that 

I wish to die rather then suffering in this wonderful world 

Taking nap for a long nights 

was on of the pain killer to me 

the paint that I got during night doesn't let me to sleep like others 

when I realize my self 

I was already filled up with the tears on my pair of eyes 

still than on next day I smile 

I smile with the tears on my eyes 

because the pain was same as before