Never lose todays happiness by thinking about yesterdays pain❤️‍🩹💟

  Thank you my dear lovely family  you all are one of the greatness person in this wonderful world I really want to thank you for all the faith on me  you all are best person to me  please be in this way always and forever  I had enjoyed our past all together right  I wont forget you all until my dead  I am luckiest person to have such as wonderful family   you all care in a way no one had did to me  no matter how much we fright  because you all will be in my heart always and forever  we spend our time altogether and that day was one of the greatness one to me  brothers we all are from same blood but differ thinker  please be in this way and let us make our parent proud of having us   

  A ma I indeed want to thank you  For your sweet and wonderful care I won't forget your love and care  That you gave to me over a time  You are my god mother  You blessed me as a daughter  I am luckiest person to born as your girl  I knew that you will be much Important person to me  Please my dear lovely ama  Don't forget me even the after my dead  Dead don't need age to die  Ama you are the best person in my life please be in this way I promise ama I only want you forever  My heart always and forever need you to feed or rises my life

  Not every smile can be a happiness  with all dark lonely night  Suddenly my eyes filled up with the tears of ocean  I cried with the coldness hearts pity to lose smile on my face  afraid  to broke my warm hearts in millions pieces  sometimes I just thought that  I wish to die rather then suffering in this wonderful world  Taking nap for a long nights  was on of the pain killer to me  the paint that I got during night doesn't let me to sleep like others  when I realize my self  I was already filled up with the tears on my pair of eyes  still than on next day I smile  I smile with the tears on my eyes  because the pain was same as before  

  I feel lost when my friend  left me at school  I feel lonely and sadness tears filled in my pair of eyes  Its just fallen down and keep on going  tears are the silent words  to explain how much I missed her  feeling so lost like something were missing  I even don't know how she become one of the important  person to me as my best friend  at begging she was my enemy  now enemy become my one of the best person in my life  or as same blood of mine  my dear friend  thanks for coming in my life  as one of the favorite person you will be my best friend always and forever        for my dear best person  

  Before I  hit the pillow  I always used to watch night stars  because I had some memories  with the night stars and the moon. Tears just fallen down from my pair of eyes  when I saw stars far from the moon  sadness fall upon to me  because I had a long remembrance  I had remember all the words that I had shared to you my eyes were already filled up with the tears  I even don't know what or how will be my next stepped  I just cried and lets tears to move on . Tears are the words that my hearts  don't have abelite to forgive your repeated weakness

  Never think that I am alone  my feelings are always with me  Don't treat me like a stranger                                      because god know me well don't think that I am blind  I can read out your mind  don't think that I am cowed  my words can be weapons     to fight out                                                                                                                                                                    ...

  Best friend are like my blood  she never leave me alone  when i was in danger  having she as my best friend  i was luckiest person to be  she help me when i was in need  she lead me in right ways she had teach me the value of friend  she had stay with me for a pod time  she give me the love of mother  she help me to smile  while i lost the happiness  she created the happiness for me to smile that why i am saying my best friend were like my blood   💕

 Its okay , its fine Even if you hate me  I wont force you to love me  but its doesn't mean that I don't love you  I indeed adore you more than anyone  but I guess i was late  to come into your life  but its okay , its fine  because i had a fade in god  so i can be yours at my next life